SO here's what I'm saying..... I HATE being sick! have you ever noticed that you always get sick at the most inopportune times? I have been off school and work for almost two weeks and I've been perfectly fine. But the day I go back to work I feel like I'm dying! What's that all about?! Hopefully very large doses of NyQuil and sleep will be my cure!

Now that my little rant is over, other than being sick it's been a pretty good week! lol.
Went to a David Cook concert the other night and he was phenomenal!





Yes... he was Amazing... and surprisingly funny.

This is all random I know, but I'm tired so this is what ya get! lol. more to come another day...

wow.... so I guess it's been a while since I've been on here! For the love it's been a year... well, there's not a whole lot going on in life right now, just back in school. I'm pretty sure I am going to be a student for the REST OF MY LIFE! but I must say that I am digging the classes I am in right now. I mean seriously, who wouldn't want to be able to get a massage every other day? Medical Massage school is pretty spiffy like that.

So I can't lie when I say that I have fallen in love with the Twilight books
... It's a sickness I know...haha. But for real, these books are amazing. I don't know if it is because Stephanie Meyer makes it so personal that it's like reading Bella's journal, or the obsessive forbiden love story, or some combination of the two. But whatever it is, she did it well. If you haven't read the books, do yourself a favor and just read them. I never thought I would like these books, but I was forced to read the first one (thanks Maggie), and then I just couldn't stop! I HAD to know what was going to happen next! Craziness I tell you! haha. Anyway, read them.... you won't be sorry.

Well, I guess that's all for now... I told you life was pretty boring right now! HA. oh well, until next time....

Baby Eve

So I just found out some of the most heartbreaking news that I've ever heard. This beautiful little girl was just diagnosed with leukemia. Her name is Eve Stark and she is only 3 years old. She had been complaining of her arms and legs hurting so her parents took her to the doctor. Early the next morning they got a call saying that they needed to get to the hospital as soon as they could. They then found out that her blood was full of leukemia. Immediately blood transfusions were started along with bone marrow extraction and a spinal tap.

She has been so brave through this whole process, but for a little girl to have to go through all this is absolutely tragic. She will have to have chemo treatments every day of her life for the next 14 months. Her family's lives have changed completely with this news. Please pray not only for Eve, but for Danielle (her mom), Seth (her dad) and her two older brothers Colton and Jake because they are all going through this with her. she is a tough cookie, but she is also just a little girl. So all I ask is that if someone reads this to please pray for this precious little girl and her family, they need all the support they can get.

Wawa

So here it is.... the wonderful Wawa. Unless you have been there you really don't understand what all the hype is about. But let me just say that once you have had the Wawa experience your life will be altered to the point that you will not know how you survived without Wawa for so long. This one stop shop is totally the best thing since sliced bread. Unfortunatly for me, this treasure is only found on the east coast.... Needless to say I have traveled many

miles just to pick up a bottle of their famous iced tea. When a friend goes on vacation to the east coast and asks if I would like a treat what do I say? "Nope, just bring home some Wawa tea!"

But the best this of all is their coffee...... I happen to be a coffeeholic of sorts and I'm currently seeking therapy for it.... but that is beside the point...... This is the coffee that got me hooked. This coffee is the root of my addiction. Starbucks has nothing on this stuff! It's amazing..... It is the coffee of the gods.

I just thought I would share my love for the things of Wawa..... we really need to get one around here.... life just isn't the same without the one and only....... WAWA.....

Confused........

Let me just say that life can be a very confusing thing. I am just about to graduate college with a BA in psychology. I have my whole life in front of me. This is supposed to be one of the happiest times of my life. Yet I feel disconnected and restless. I have no idea what I want to do with my life once I am out of school. I feel like I am just wondering down a path looking for something, but not knowing what it is. I am so tired of the same old same old in life. I feel like I am just coasting along in life going from day to day just because I have to, I don't feel like I'm REALLY living..... I'm just existing. I want so much more out of life and I know that it's out there..... I just don't know how to obtain it at the moment. I just need to get away for a while and clear my head. I need time to figure out where I want to go and what I want to do in life. I'm like a little lost puppy running around trying to figure out what's going on. Who knows.... maybe I will just go out and do something crazy like go to Vegas for a week! Oh well.... we will see I guess. Until then I am going to go on in my routine life hoping for some sign of the better things to come.

She likes chocolate in the morning
She drinks her coffee late at night.
You can sense that she is guarded,
but that's alright.
She'll fall asleep while your still talking
With unfinished books beside her bed.
She'll cancel all of her appointments and go shopping instead...

And in spite of what was right
far beyond what she expects
when the moon begs that question
will you have the answer yet...
Can't you just adore her?
Oh can't you just adore her...

She loves to watch the sunset
but she is partial to the rain
those tears in that umbrella
her allure goes unexplained.
You made dinner at your apartment
you both assume that she'll be late
she always has the best intentions
her goodness in innate.

And in spite of what is right
Far beyond what she expects
when the moon begs the question
will you have the answer yet.
Can't you just adore her?
Oh can't you just adore her....

I like chocolate in the morning
I drink my coffee late at night.....



This song speaks to me on such a personal level.
I am that quirky girl that cares about people a little too much and does things in her own way. I am not the perfect little poster girl who does everything perfect and makes everyone happy. I am who I am, and that is all that I can be. I just need someone who will love me in spite of my many flaws...